Friday, March 19, 2010
Thursday, March 18, 2010
The Call
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Somewhere – out there
she waits
for the call
she paces the floor
back and forth
absentmindedly biting the skin of her fingers
she eyes the phone cautiously
she fears the words she knows will be said
her stomach is in knots
she fears her lunch will come up
back and forth
she walks
Ring!
She quickly reaches her hand to grab the phone from it's cradle
but just as quickly she jerks it back
her hands are trembling
there is sweat upon her brow
Ring!
“I just won't answer it,” she thinks
closing her eyes
hands clasped into fists
she feels her nail dig into her skin
pain
only the beginning
Ring!
She answers barely audible
her words catch in her throat
for what seems like an eternity
the world spins
the colors fade into each other
she feels faint
falling to her knees
she wails
she screams
she cries
silently
wordlessly
her mouth wide open screaming silently to the heavens
her breath comes in gulps
the tears stream down her face
slowly her fingers unclench
the phone
Somewhere – out there
she waits
for the call
she paces the floor
back and forth
absentmindedly twirling a strand of hair
she eyes the phone expectantly
she is anxious for the words she knows will be said
her stomach is doing flips
butterflies
thank goodness she ate a light lunch
back and forth
she walks
Ring!
She reaches for the phone but in her excitement, pulls it back
her hands are shaking
there sweat upon her brow
Ring!
“come on, what are you waiting for?” she chides herself
she rubs her hands together
her heart is racing
delighted
this is only the beginning
Ring!
She answers with cheer
she's breathless
for what seems like an eternity
the world spins
colors dance around each other
she feels faint
bracing herself
she jumps
elated
she screams
she cries
loudly
happily
she laughs blissfully towards the heavens
she stops to catch her breath
smiling
she wipes the joy filled tears away
and slowly her fingers release
the phone